Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Wednesday, 15 May 2013

Well, How can I get through today, I am tense and grumpy and my friend is too loud, she is eating an orange very loudly and keeps coughing and sneezing.
This is why I live outdoors and get very stressed that everyone wants me to live indoors, outdoors is only natural noise, peace and quiet.
I like a total silence and no people for at least the first few hours of the day, or until midday ideally.
I cannot cope with mornings at all, I should start my day in the afternoon, but unfortunately changing my sleeping patterns isn't possible.
Even in the end when my life and work fell apart and I couldn't always get to work in the morning, I would try to get up eventually.

But I hate people and noise in the morning.
If I go to live with my other friend for a while, her house can be too hot for me, but she doesn't get up early and I can have the window open and the radiator in my room off.

I will be exhausted by tonight but I can get an early night and the forecast is better, so I will be sleeping out.

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