Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Friday, 17 May 2013

Good morning peeps,
Well yesterday I stayed in the library until late and then I got my cuppa and supper and also the news that there is another investigation, that the mediator believes is simply biased and not independent.
I have signed my death warrant by allowing myself to be dragged back into this, it seems that I have to continue to be part of this unrelenting horror and yet there will be no justice, I will be ruined as much as possible and will die slandered in the national press by the church of england, only this time they will use my name and photos of me. There is no hope peeps, you can pray but I was dead the minute I reported a powerful man in a corrupt country.

Anyway, I was tired enough to sleep in the middle of the road last night but I thought that would be bumpy for the cars. So I didn't. I fell into my blankets and slept, woke once with horror running through my mind. Slept again and woke and crawled miserably out of bed in the early morning, stashed and went to McD's and then here to the coffee shop.
It is a clear morning.
I am waiting to hear if I have a psychology appointment because the psychologist was off sick yesterday. If not, I need the money, I desparately need a new backpack and boots and orthotics that cost as much as the boots :( but my walking is so painful now that I think new orthotics might help.

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