Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Wednesday, 15 May 2013

Good morning peeps,
I slept eventually.
Woke in the early morning, 4.30am, too hot, needing the loo and very distressed from nightmares, the church was raging through my nightmares, terrors and thoughts, I was reliving it again.

I went to the loo but couldn't sleep again so I am sitting here, I feel like rubbish. I can't stand the light, the heat, or even the noise of my music on headphones.
My lungs hurt and I am too thirsty and water doesn't help.
This is why I don#t live in a house.


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